It's How Fat is Kayla Day!

OK, so I haven't done a weigh-in lately, because honestly I've been horrible about dieting but I've been pretty good this week and I think I need to start posting them again. So here I go....

Starting Weight/current weight/goal weight?
261(heaviest recorded)/240/175

65lbs to go!

During the time that I haven't been dieting, I gained back about 6ish lbs, which I'm happy to say is GONE! My weigh at the start of this week was 246.

2. How much weight have I lost this week?
6 lb.

3. What eating plan are you following?
Mostly Paleo, i've 'cheated' a few times but overall I have been doing pretty good and am in moderate ketosis!

4. What kind of exercise have I engaged in over this past week? How many hours?
I've been to the gym 2 times this week and i'm headed there again in about an hour. Hour wise... about 2 hours of gym time. 

5. How was I successful this week ?
I have actually eating (mostly) right this week and have made it to the gym.

6. Any slips or set backs this week?
Um, I did had a Sonic breakfast toaster and tots Tuesday for breakfast :(

7. My motivation for losing weight this week?
I saw a recent picture of myself....oh god, it was bad!

8. Wild Card!!!
Rocks hurt when you step on them, I don't suggest it to anyone.

Cycle 10.

Well after 17 months and 10 cycles TTC, I'm still not knocked up. AF showed Tuesday, oddly enough only 24 days after her last visit. I've never had a cycle this short and i'm a little freaked out, I'm hoping my cycles stay short...but not this short.

Other than that I really don't have much to talk about. Maybe later.

Peace and love- Kayla

Oh, Disney. You get me.

This is how I feel today. And every day that ends in 'Y'. Its weird that I remember seeing this scene in Dumbo as a child and feeling sad and thinking that it wasn't fair that Mrs. Jumbo wasn't getting a baby when everyone else was....probably because I was an extremely spoiled child that wanted what everyone else got. and  I usually got it!

Now I see everyone else getting what I want and what I cannot seem to have. AND IT SUCKS!!  I wish this could be fixed with a bratty temper tantrum like when I was 6! Do you think if I throw myself on the floor, cry, scream, and yell "I want a baby, I want a baby right now".... that i'll get a baby? It worked when I was 6, seriously you should have seen my toy box... it was FULL of babies. Albeit, they were plastic ...but it could work for a real baby, right?

Also, thinking about it. I bet Mrs. Jumbo had PCOS. I feel your pain Mrs. Jumbo, I feel your pain.