Positive Peggy!

Ok. I might be in an abnormally good mood today. I woke up at 8am to bring Siddalee to the vet, then went and got blood taken for my endo apt on Monday, and then went to my mom's house to bring her new puppy Toby out. And SOMEHOW got talked into cleaning her kitchen for her (if you knew my mother, you would know that telling her 'no' is not a good idea). Anyway, I may have gone a little OCD and re-organized her kitchen! Any who, point of story..I'm being oddly productive today.

Also, I'm feeling REALLY god about this cycle. It's very likely that I'm setting myself up for disappointment, but this cycle has been nearly perfect. I had mild cramping and O (ovulation) pains a few days prior to the day FF (Fertility Friend) tells me I Oed and I had EWCM on the day of O!!! Holy Hell, it's like the fertility gods were aligning the plants just for me! :-D Anyway, I'm 8dpo today, which means I can start the testing on Sunday! I might wait a few extra days just so I don't have to see a BFN from testing too early. Although I must say, as much as I want a BFP (big fat positive), I think I'll be OK if its a BFN cycle. Mainly because I feel like we are on the right track I've detected O the last 2-3 cycles (2 for sure, Jan is a maybe) and the diet I'm on (which I'll post about later) seems to really be working for me! I've lost 4lbs since I started the diet on Monday! Which puts me at 9lbs since the end of Jan. YAY ME!

Now more than ever (and it could completely be my altered state of mind from lack of carbs) I can say I honestly feel like we will be parents, which is a huge change from just a few months ago. Now there are still several unknown factors, since we are still waiting on a referral from Eric's oncologist so he can get a sperm analysis. But I feel confident that that will turn out OK. If not, we will still be parents somehow. The longer this process takes the more I know that I really want to adopt, even if we have biological child[ren].

YAY FOR  A HAPPY POST!  SUNSHINE,KITTENS, AND RAINBOWS FOR EVERYONE!!