Why oh Why?

I briefly [as brief as I can be] want to explain why I am starting this blog, and choosing to share it with family, friends, and even strangers, when infertility has been, for so long and silent and personal struggle.

First and for most, this blog is for me,Eric, and our future baby[ies]. A family record, or diary, of our struggles and of our ups and downs. To look back on to remember how fortunate and blessed we are when we do finally meet our baby. And for our baby to read,someday, to know how much he or she was loved and wanted before they were ever conceived.

For any family and friends that care to keep up with the happenings of my ovaries, they are interesting..you should want to know whats going on with them.. Seriously though, I'm a pretty open person, so to be secretive about my PCOS/TTC/ Infertility journey, when it is the most important thing im my life currently, seems silly to me. So for those who care to know, it's an open book. [also, when i do get knocked up,im sure it will be full of baby updates!]

and for all my PCOS "cysters" and women out there struggling with the same issues I am. Infertility should not be a 'hush-hush' sort of topic, especially PCOS, which despite being the leading cause of infertility in woman, most people outside of the TTC community doesn't even know what it is. Infertility hurts, but I have discovered in the past 13 months of my journey that it hurts less when you can connect with someone who understands you.

I think that about covers it...Oh! except for: My name is Kayla, and after 13 months TTC with no luck, I have lots of things to say/ opinions/things to vent about. So i don't really care it no one else reads this... at least I can get some of  these things out of my head in an attempt to keep my sanity intact.