Whelp my for the last several days my temp was slowly but surely creeping further and further down follow by a pretty big drop at 12dpo. It was still above the cover line, so I held out hope...but I knew I was out.
Today at 13dpo, my temp was slightly back up so I decided to test, so I went to PIAC only to discover that AF had made her arrival.
I'm a little bummed. But I'll be OK. I did O, so that is a huge victory in this battle. I think my friends were more bummed than I was. Jessica gave me a great pep talk, told me how much she hated that I had to go through this, and offered a listening ear, and shoulder to cry on if need be. Can I just say I have great friends!! Although I have made peace with this cycle ending in "failure", and don't feel the need to dwell on it or cry over it. It's great to have that kind of support.
So we are moving forward to cycle 12ish, again, I've lost count. If it's not cycle 12 then it's cycle 11....we'll say 12 though, because I think that 12 is right. :-/ I'll be doing my best to focus on my diet and exercise so that maybe I can O again and have anther chance to get KTFU!
Well that's it for now, this girl is sleepy!
<3 I am sorry!
ReplyDeleteThanks M. I just have to remind myself that this cycle was partly successful since I did O on my own!!
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