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Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Heartbroken.

Last night I wrote a blog. But I don't know if I want to publish it. It makes me cry. I might publish it one day, but for now it will just be a personal entry.

Long story short...
I was pregnant.
I am no longer pregnant.
I got to enjoy being pregnant for about 24 hours.
It was early.
About 4-5 weeks along.
But it was real.
It was wanted.
It was loved.
It is missed.
I am heartbroken.

Though no one will replace the little life that was lost, we will not stop trying. Who knows, maybe the same little soul will find it's way back to us. I'm not sure if we will hop right back on the TTC wagon. Physically we can, mentally is a different story all together.I have a few weeks to decide, so I guess we'll just play it by ear and see how it goes. I'll update as we decide.

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2 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry to hear this! As if the difficulty of us getting pregnant isn't enough. I will keep you in my thoughts!

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  2. (((hugs))) I am so sorry! Thinking of you!

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